What is meant for you will not pass you

WOW it’s been a hot sec! I haven’t felt particularly motivated to write lately. Trust I have SO many drafts, but those will be staying as drafts for now.

I have been thinking a lot about this concept this week. “What is meant for you will not pass you.”

I have just been having the hardest couple of months. I am feeling so confused about some next steps in life. I keep doing what I think is right but I have doubts. For example, I am quitting my job soon (they already know, don’t worry). But I am going back and forth. Originally my plan was to quit my job and focus on school full time to finally get an associates degree.

I have been insanely fortunate to work as an admin for my school the past few years. However, since I work full time the school puts a limit on how many classes I can take. I also just switched my major and I’m not entirely certain that was the right move either.

This will continue to be an ongoing theme throughout blog posts, but thank goodness I have Ryan. He is so sure of what he wants and does anything to get it. I admire him so much for it.

However, I just have to keep reminding myself that no matter what I do, what I study, or where we go, what is meant for me will not pass me by.

I served a mission for my church and LOVED everything about it!! While I was there, I got sick and had to come home. It was so confusing and horrible and all of my life plans were in disarray! 9 months later, around the time I would have originally come home, I met my husband! It was definitely a trust the process kind of thing and one of the hardest experiences I have had to go through, but I wouldn’t want it any other way.

I know it sounds like I am preaching, but this post is really just a reminder for myself and I’m hoping if I write it down I might remember it better.